ashy life

it's not easy being positive these days. the number of natural disasters that effect us at such a global level has increased this year more than ever before. i have only thirty some years to look back at... but with Lufthansa losing 25m Euros a day, 6.8m passengers stranded and 136m Euros lost in total in a few days, airlines and airports are beginning to declare bankruptcy. there is some serious complaining going on by nature as my energetic friend burcu said yesterday. with the acid rain effecting crops and animals, all this has not just effected my mood it has effected my entire perspective on my lifestyle. so ok i am a vegetarian, i live minimally or try to, using environmentally friendly products to be a contributing member of society, using public transportation instead of owning a car...maybe i should think about growing my own vegetables...maybe do more and more yoga to not have to depend on bodily needs as much as i do...i have gotten tired of doing the same things you know...eat, pee and poop. like john maxwell says "you have to live everyday and that isn't easy". and it isn't going to get any easier.