the lightness of success and happiness

it has been a year where i have not sat and evaluated much (as much as last year). i really just want to sit and watch things but it's not going to happen. i haven't allowed it actually.

so here's my plan- i will watch as i move! and hopefully i will feel lighter because seriously lightness is reachable when life just flows and the only way that can happen is to relax but in sync with movement. i mean there is fast movement and there is slow movement. like my boss had said once- if you want anything in life you have to think about time and right timing. for anything to be right these two have to be in synchrony which means one should not hurry. but that doesn't mean one should stop and wait! it's slowing down and watching it alll unfold and fall right into your lap.

so yeah i think something is finally settling into my stubborn psyche....