8.13.2010

reflections



i have crises once every 6 months i think. this year i have had 2 in 2 months. last month it was in luxembourg.

i went to tango class yesterday and had an identity crisis somewhere between a gancho and a pivot. i saw myself so clearly. i saw the same mistakes (i had repeated them yet again) and knew not to do but still out of habit did. every step had to be given space to be experienced, every step was the end of one and the beginning of another. what was this rush i asked myself. what was this feeling of running i have living as though time was short and there was not enough of it. i saw myself so clearly and i knew something had to change.

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