sometimes

i want to leave...well everything
things make more sense than other days
friends are what keeps me together
chocolate is my jesus
i wish i didn't need anything
my mind is seriously full
i cry for absolutely no obvious reason
i have wondered how people do what everyone calls living
i think about moving yet again
i want to see the light and come back
i don't know much
i need to say "i don't know" simply and with confidence
i want to forget
cooking for someone is fun
a breeze on a hot day (with ice cream) completes the moment
airports just make me sick (but flying doesn't)
showers don't help